Lama tak update...

I think I've abandoned this blog for ages!
Well.. maybe because there's not much to say.. and I was super busy lately!
Working in psych, can be so overwhelming at times...

A few things actually happened lately..
Apart from having my feelings crushed, aderla jugak a few awesome things that happened..

-Happy 21st b'day Alang.. I know it was ages ago.. but kak long still nak wish jugak kat blog kak long officially...



-Congratulations Fara.. U're officially Mrs. Essam Salleh!!!

-Congrats to Alang for graduating!!! hehehe.. adek kak long ponn dah grad... Glad that it didn't take u that long to get ur diploma.. Too bad I wasn't there...



Erm.. other than that.. Nothing significant happened.. Just work, eat n sleep.. hahah! pathetic bukan..?

takde title..

It's 9.33pm, and I'm still at work..
yes, I'm on a long day today..
I am tired and my eyes are starting to sting and feels really dry..
But I have to be here till 11pm.. which sucks since i'll be starting at 8.30am tmrw..
But hey, I'm getting paid now.. so.. I guess it's fine..

Desperately looking for a car..
hurm..
Would love a caldina.. but haven't got the money yet tho..
maybe I'll get sumthing cikai first before getting the caldina..
hurm~~

Missing my whanau~~

They've just left..
And I'm missing them already..
it's been a very long time since I've had my family around.. Feels good having them..
Coming home from work, I'm greeted with smiling faces and dinner..
Duduk in front of the TV, melepak..
What a life..

Lynn spent nearly 3 months here. And I'm glad she did. This has been the best bonding time we've had. I've never felt closer to her..
It's going to be awkward not having her around..
Lynn, thanx for helping me out for the past 3 months.. and thanx for taking care of me... eventhough I'm your bigger sister~~

And thank you mom, dad, adek, pak teh, mak teh and mak yang.. You guys made my life a little more brighter with your presence..

I can't go home straight after sending them to the airport..
The house felt so empty. And then I started to cry again..
So, I went around the mall.. just without a mission.. simply just for the sake of not going home..
I'm not ready just yet..
I'm fortunate that Nama's here.. Trying her best to keep me from crying...
Luckily the boys came over afterward to keep us company..(sambil mkn roti canai..)

I hate being so far away from home.. especially for this long.. But I know I must..
Owh God,I feel lonely..

Graduated finally...

Graduated finally..

Hehe.. now, We're officically doctors.. registered and in black and white~~ heheheh... sweet..!
It was really gloomy and wet down in Dunedin during the grad weekend.. (not to mention a lot of dramas!!)
But all in all, we had fun..
It was definitely stressful.. And this is only a grad weekend.. ( I dunno how I'm gonna handle my wedding day..Hadoilaa..)
Khalis was our photographer for the day...
And he did a very wonderful job! I'm so amazed at what he managed to capture given the condition of the day.

Lalala...
I'm not really in the mood to update..
Just thought that I better do anyway.. Since I haven't done so for ages..
Been busy since started work..
I was in the Emergency department.. but now, I'm doing psych.. (yes, dikelilingi org gila yer..)
and as before, I go home feeling drained from all the emotional turmoil in the hospital.. It's amazing how the mind can play tricks on some of us...

Oklaa..
I will update more.. with pictures.. promise!

Life..

Lama giler tak update..

Yeah.. i have been a bit busy.. started work abt 2 weeks ago..
Hell yeah..~~ i'm brand spankin' new doctor.. my registration fnally came thru after the long wait and after all that's happened..

Working in ED now.. Which always made me feel a bit overwhelmed.. (especially when you went to the hospital to report for duty and notified that u're actually rostered!! aaaarrrggghhh!!)
So, I started on that same day.. without any orientation.. heheheh... hadoilaaa..
Tapi.. makcik buat ajerlaa.. pegilaa keje.. hahahah!!!

I'm loving it all in all.. I love being a doctor.. that long holiday between studying and starting a job made me realise that I love medicine.. I like what I'm doing and I miss it when I'm not doing it.. (altho I'm always whinging when I'm at work.. hahahah)
I know it sound weird.. but maybe because medicine has been ingrained into my life.. that I feel empty when I'm not doing any of it for a while..

I'm doing acute inpatient psych next.. it's gonna be exciting.. altho I do find that they rub onto me.. I will go home feeling exhausted!!
Maybe sbb org gila.. membuatkan saya penat bila dgr diorg bercerita..

Anyway..now I'm rambling... Till then~~

Accident lagik~~

Yeah.. I know..
sumer org ponn would go.. Haa? accident lagik?
Yeah..I do feel like the reckless driver magnet... all if the accidents I've had has never been my fault.. So why?
SHITE.. I would say...
But then bila teringat balik pada Tuhan, I gain self compose..
Everything that happens, happens for a reason.. Setiap yg jadi ada hikmah.. That is promised!
I always say to myself.. Eventhough I've planned so hard.. but in the end, Allah's plan is the best..

This is what happened on the night of 23/4/09..

I got a txt from Nama.. "Aza,boleh tak ambik I from uni dlm pukul 10 jap lagi?"
"ok" I said..
Then a quarter to 10pm, cik hens called home. She just finished her oncall in the birthing suite..
"ok.. I'll be there in a few minutes.. Tunggu depan women's hospital yer~~"

I went and got ready, drove to the women's hospital..(FYI, saya sentiasa baca doa naik kenderaan sblm jalan yer~~)
Amik Cik hens.. then headed to Uni to pick up Nama...

I was about to turn into Clyde road when I noticed the police car at the side.. I slowed down.. and out of nowhere, there's a police officer out on the road, putting out a spike mat..
Suddenly, there was a big 4WD coming towards our car as he was trying to swerve the spike mat..

I was stunned when he hit us.. Shocked and frustrated.. Not again!
I am like a magnet for reckless drivers!! What the hell?

Anyway.. The car was in the middle of a police chase.. and he was drunk.. And lets just say that I stopped the car.. hence being a good Samaritan...

GG's a write off.. so was the other car..
Just sold GG to a wreckers.. tak laa ader byk sgt dpt.. but better than nothing..
really hoping to get some sort of compensation from that guy.. SOB!!

I'm just glad everybody's ok...





p/s: I'll put up GG's state of wreckage soon.. hehehe.. sian GG..
pp/s: I'm lookng for a new car.. again! Beli keta mcm beli baju kott..